We're jamming

We're jamming... Heard the song Jamming by Bob Marley? Yea yea. We're jamming. I wanna jam it with you...

Yea... School's been on the good side lately. I'm actually starting to stay back after school to complete some stuff. An average day in school will end at 8.00 pm. I'm gonna be mugging the whole week next week with the exception of Friday. That's skating day/night cycling day/jamming day. I didn't go skating yesterday though. Went jamming instead. Feels good to jam again. Although it was kinda crappy because my guitar was spoilt. I have since repaired it. Hahaha. fast right? I went back home and got my butt soldering. Thank god for Dnt. Thank god for solders. We'll do better next time, guys. Good job.

Had my first test of the year this week. Programming. Hmmm.. I'm confident that I'll do well. It works fine, my program. Thank god I mugged the day before it and I studied the right thing. Hehehe. I studied and I RIGHTFULLY, will, ok, should, pass. I pity my mates who studied and didn't do as well as they wanted to. Do better next time, guys. I'll help. Jane owes me her first child as tuition fees. I insist on $600 instead.

Must help friends because one day, you might need them in life.

I actually forgot my lappy in the classsroom at T20. I was on my way back to T1A but I felt different. Why the hell is my bag so light ah? I realised I forgot my lappy and ran up that screwed up hill again. Aaaaah. Hot day some more. Could've died.

Mim is a gangster. Don't mess with him. Lol. Unprovoked attack on Mubarak on the skateboard. The fella almost fell off. Mim, hardcore la.

I liked yesterday. Apart from running up the screwed up T20 hill, it's fun. Ok, running up the hill again is part of the fun too. Eventful day. Filled with highs and lows.

0800-woke up and didn't smell any coffee. Dang!

0830-finished showering. Long ah, 1/2 an hour sia.

0900-dressed up for school.

0930-left for school with guitar and all.

1030-reached school. just at the right time. the guys from the other class just finished the lesson. scared Xian by popping up just beside her. Lol. Almost got hit by an Ibanez bass guitar for that. Drank green tea. Lol.

1100-booked jamming session at moberly. Jane arrives.

1130-after getting whacked by Xian with the bass twice accidentally, went for AppMech tutorial. Almost got whacked again.

1300-end of tutorial. Run to the hills. t20! for GEMS. Next week, skip ah! go masjid.

1500-end of GEMS.

1510-remembered my lappy. ran up the hill again. DIE AH!

1520-Saw act of unprovoked violence inflicted on Mubarak by Mim. Gangster sia! I shall call the crime corridor rage.

1530-TKK arrives, start of BST.

1730-end of BST. "scolded" by Xian for not waking her up. Sumimasenne, sensei!.

1800-Jamming starts. Discovered that guitar input screwed up. Smashed guitar onto the floor. I am the anger. Played Rock you like a hurricane on dumb guitar. Taught sensei how to play godfather theme song. "If you never teach me..." Lol. Nick growls like some dog barking. lol.

1930-Over the time limit by half an hour. offered to pay the next band $5 for their time. They politely refused. Lol. Dinner with guys. Shared meal with Xian. Kena disturbed by Mao and Norman for doing so.

2030-Took bus home. Kena teased by guys for taking bus as Xian was taking the bus also. My ezlink no money laaa. Walao ey. Sumimasenne, sensei. She kena teruk la.

2130-reached home and repaired guitar. URGENT LA. Discovered that there's something wrong with the Strat's tremolo system. Which sucks. Voted no for NIck as vocalist. No. MSN. Asked Bi to buck up. Cannot la like that, Bi.

0200-Slept after Fatin and Jingshun's call.

Happening, right? Better than staying at home doing nothing. Jane, ur mummy and me not going to be together la. I don't wanna be ur daddy. Lol.

I wanna live alone.

Keeping it tidy

Yea... Trimmed hair. The back was getting too long and I can't stand long sides with short fringes. The look funny. It's back to the old status quo now. Long fringe, short everything else. Lol. Easier to manage la. I need new hair spray.

I also want a Les Paul Special. Cherry sunburst. Should I get Ebony? Nah.. I already have an ebony Warlock.White? It'll turn yellow la... Ahhh.... Cherry Sunburst! My sensei will be so jealous. Yea Yea. She wants THE les paul which will cost $1500... Gaaaah. Sensei! Must save money!

I now have like $1. $299 to go. AAAAH! Bila mau game like this? I need to save a month's allowance to get 2/3 of that amount! Cannot la like this! Aiiiyah...

Presentation tomorrow! I haven't looked for clothes. DIE. I don't get why we must wear formal clothes. Stupid la RWP. I hate RWP!

Must find shoes some more. I wonder wheere my marching shoes went. Anybody saw them lying around? Please tell me where they are. I need them. Surprising but true. I hate wearing those shoes la. Walao ey. ALAMAK!

I must bring like 2 pairs of shoes tomorrow, 2 sets of clothes... WAH SEY! HOW TO MANAGE? I officially hate RWP. Yea.

HATE RWP. WHERE'S MY FRIGGIN' MARCHING SHOES?!!! AHHHHHH!!! DIE DIE DIE. NABEY. WHAT TO WEAR, MAN? I'm dead! Ahhhh... Haiyaaaaa....

Oh well...

Veltpunch!

Check out Veltpunch when you have the time, folks. It's a Japanese band singing in Japanese but you don't need to understand Japanese to understand good music, do you? I'm trying to play one of their songs entitled Crawl and it's kinda tough. It just sounds easy. Check them out on Youtube or something. If you can find the Japanese Youtube, it's even better! It's even better than Youtube! Comments fly across the screen. Cool or what?

Ok, I'm starting to like this Japanese thing...

Okay, tabs for Japanese songs are so hard to come by. MAKE A JAPANESE ULTIMATE GUITAR OR SOMETHING! Or something like that. I think there is. Ok, make it easier to find then!

I'm wondering whether I should cut my hair or let it curl curl. I'll look like some girl if it curl curls. I don't really care. As long as I can play the guitar, it's fine.

I have nothing else to do, really. It's wake up, go school, learn some Japanese, listen to some Japanese, speak some Japanese, go back home, play the guitar, maybe chat a bit, sleep. Repeat.

Can't decide which version of Shuraba is nicer.

I just got punked

Okay...

Yesterday. Hmmm... Saturday. Hmmm... I should apologize for not blogging as often as I would like. I've been very busy in school and by the time I get home, I'm waaay to tired to think some more so I play the guitar and then go to sleep. Yes, guitar-playing is an important part of my life. Play guitar at least once a day. Hopefully I can play Shuraba entirely one day. It's tough, them little chords. Deceivingly tough. Looks easy but to play at the right tempo and timing, woah. I feel like playing the oboe once again BUT GUITARS ARE WAY COOLER.

So yea... I've been practising A Certain Romance by The Arctic Monkeys. Kinda easy with just a little touch of trickiness in it. Syncopation and stuff like that. Western songs are easy. Songs by Asian bands are way more technical. Super hard la Tokyo Jihen!

I've also been listening to Ellegarden recently. Simple Pop Rock tunes with kinda rubbish lyrics. They sound way better playing Japanese songs. Wooo. Seems a lot already.

No soccer this week. Today there's street soccer. It's ace. it's been a while since I scored many many goals. i do score them in the field but not as often as I would like. I'll be working on it though. Matter of time.

Skate Friday is going well. Mao was injured this week so he didn't do much. I'm working on them flips and Norman is learning the POP SHOVE IT. Good progress, mates. I there's more Friday night cycling, I think I want to go cycling instead next time. Hahaha. Bastard la Aqeel. Ok, ok, Friday nights are for skating with the boys. Saturdays are soccer with the boys. Where's time for the girls? NO time for girls. Sad.

MUST MAKE TIME!

Ahhhhh... When will I ever be pro at guitar?

Anybody has Skype? Add me. Ok? FooO!~

Tests are coming soon. I think I should start staying back in school to study. I can't study at home thanks the bloody warlock.

OK, yesterday morning, the dudes from Huixian's class pulled a prank on me. At 8 a.m... Woke me up, man. But I tried to sound awake as I thought Huixian was calling me. I don't want to answer a call from a girl sounding like some drowsy fella.

It was her "dad". I'm like... ALAMAK... MAMPOS AKU

"Hello"

"Hello. Are you Aqeel?"

"Yeap."

"What have you done to my daughter?"

(Aiseyyy... What have I done?)

"What have you done to my daughter, Huixian?"

"Sorry?" (I'm like blur... What telah happened to her? Piang eh. I'm dead laa.)

"You lent her your guitar, right?"

"Yeah I did, sir."

"She's been playing the guitar and not been studying."

"I'm sorry,sir. Perhaps I could take it back?"

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"

(......?) slow la me, morning-morning.

"Eh, you really believed it ah? You sounded so scared."

(Sounds like Jingshun...)

"Aiseh man, I just got punked first thing in the morning."


Good fun though. Adeeiii.

To-Do list

1)PAY $171.90 for my fire-fighting course.
2)Save $900 for the Japan trip.
3)Buy new bottle of shampoo. (Running low!)
4)Buy wax and hairspray.
5)Go jamming with Huixian
6)Go jamming with Farhan
7)Buy new boots
8)Save money to buy loads of Tokidoki stuff.
9)Complete RWP projects.
10)Catch up in APP MECH and ECCT

That's quite a lot of stuff. It's not even half of it, actually.

Look at us, we formed a band!

Yeap. It's an actual song actually.

By British Beef if I'm not wrong. Formed A Band by British Beef. "look at us, we formed a band!" What kind of lyrics is that?

Today's ECCT practical went smoothly. One of my group members got an electrical shock. Hehea. I was like, "Dude, like what the fuck?" "Scary siaa." Hahaha. I was thinking at that point about whether I should run as if that guy touches me, I'll be the one dead. I was about to run but he came through just fine if only a little shaken.

Then for MEK we had to trace a whole bunch of pipes that went up, down, underground. Really. Worked with Jane on that one. Leceh, man the assignment.

"Cher, why you not wearing boiler suit?" -one of my classmates.
"Because he handsome laaa!" - me.

Easy laa. That also don't know. Kids these days. Then spent my break helping Huixian get acquainted with Guitar Pro. We formed a band. Lol. Instrumentations are sketchy at the moment though. Hey! First time I'm in a band with a cute girl! Hahaha/ I think we'll be playing Arctic Monkeys thingy kinda music and the Power Ranger Theme.
I need new strings! Oh ya.. other members are Jing Shun and Hengshoon. My name in the band is ah kill....

Cool laa sey...

Wah 10 pm oredi so fast.

Stupid aunties and uncles

Stop pushing people on the train, folks. What gives you the right to push people, you fucked up members of society? It's ok to push... but is it ok to be pushed? Would like it if you were shoved from somewhere by a complete stranger? What gives? I'm pissed today so I don't give a shit about what I say down here.

If you find my views distasteful, fuck off. Easy come, easy go.

I predict a lot of cursing.

I have had enough of being shoved around in trains. If I'm viewed as a bastard, so be it. I will now officially embarrass those who push me around. I just cut down my fuse. FUCK IT LA! Happy2 go push people. You think your father bus issit? Walao ey. Cannot ask me to move a bit meh? Where's the manners you preach in school and at home? I can smack somebody right now.

Workshop sucked. The tools suck. My chisel was screwed up and it screwed up my otherwise nice work. I am pissed. FUCKED UP CHISEL! I felt like throwing it away just now. Francis had to go over to make me relax a bit.

"FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKK! AAAAAAAAAAARGGGHHH!" "NAAABEY LAAAA!!!" "ASSWIPE!"

My thumbs are screwed. Do not hammer while angry. Mao had to do the chiselling for me.

I feel like exploding laa!

And he scores!

Yea yea... Debut appearance for the Tankers yesterday. Came off the bench though.

Yeaaaah. Practice turned into a match yesterday. Raining too. I didn't play in the rain. Gaucho refuses to play in the rain. I have promises to keep, expectations to live up to and I just want to see the sun rise tomorrow. So yeah. Rain will stop me.

Ok, so I came in and scored. One shot, one goal. Wooo!~ The keeper fumbled the ball and I was there. Controlled the ball then tapped it into the goal. Classy. Poacher's effort. Still, it's a goal. Woooo! My record now is...

1 substitute appearance, 1 goal. Nice la. Hahaha. Played on the right flank. Acres of space la down there. Can have fun.

Watched Man Utd win the Premier League at Clementi. Butt pain sia sit on the bloody stairs. Next season, Man Utd relegated one. Just wait.

Took 99 home. I haven't took 99 home in months. Lol. It sure feels weird. Really. Haaaa!~

And that's basically it. Looking forward to school tomorrow. Workshop, man. Chiselling. STupid chiselling. My workpiece looks ace. Happy about that. And... yah. Fooooo!~

Tony Hawk's Pro Skaters...NOT

Yes. I joined the bloody SP Skate club. Must pay $10. I'm not paying to skate lor! I'll just skate SP at my own accord. I don't use the ramps and rails anyway. I skate street, bitches! Found a hubba in school which is perfect la. Bringing wax next week.

Friday was a fun day. Yeah. REAL FUN. Arrived in school darn early ah. SEE? I like being in school now. Hehea. But I hate lessons. OK, brought my skateboard along cause there's CCA later in the day. The 02 dudes were hyped on it, man. Apart from Mao and Desmond, my classmates are real bummers. 02! I wanna join you guys ah! More fun! They have a fishing trip today. Gerek kepe.

Even Jane tried skateboarding lor. She did the space walk in class. Old school sey Jane! Salute! Nick fell off the board. Funny la. But he's cool with it. It's all good. I think I've sparked a craze. That's what I usually do anyway.

"Nick can be a case study on C.G.." - Huixian.

The best skater of the day was Maung. He embraced skateboarding like it's meant for him sia. Skated whenever and wherever he could around campus. That's passion la! No denying it. "I would give up smoking just to skate."

If only more people are like that. He learnt the ollie in a day. Beat that, posers! All you nampak cam nk step mana cool aje mats who can't even ollie. Then act camne nye besar gitu.

Ok, next week is a busy week. Gotta bring loads of stuff to school. Like the guitar I'm lending to Huixian. YES, PEOPLE, I'M LENDING MY BELOVED GUITAR TO HER. Might even give it away. I'm using the Warlock a lot more these days anyway. She could save the $900 to go for the Japan trip later. I need $900! I wanna go for the Japan trip! Haaa!

Dudes, I'm gonna be late for soccer. Gahhh!

Skip skip skip

Skipped the afternoon lessons today. Applied Mech was a bore but I managed to learn a lot of Japanese from Huixian. Yeap. The lecture was a bore. The stuff I did wasn't. I'm still learning, kids.

Skipped lessons today for a good cause though. Yes. I went out with Upi. Hehea. It's been so long since I saw her so yeah. I'm willing to skip lessons for my bestie. I'm not too sure about the rest of you. You have to be my bestie or the first half of your name repeats itself and rhymes with bestie. Only then will you qualify to say "Screw school and see me." to me. If you don't fill the criteria, forget about it, ok?

Had a good time. I mean, it's always nice to see your bestie mah. Yay. Hahaha. So yeah, hope we can meet again soon. Aishiteru! Hehea.

And that's it for today, really. I was late for tutorial. Yah. Stupid MRT.











Hey,I wanna say "aishiteru" to you too.

skate shopping

Yeap, went shopping for skate supplies today. Bought a new set-up. Yeahhh... 1031 deck, some 1031 wheels and trucks. It's the coolest thing. Gonna change the wheels and trucks. Wooo!~ Mob grip is tha shieeet.

I snapped a few pics but I'm kinda lazy to upload them right now so yeah, next post. I didn't really spend much money. Bought the stuff at Interstate. The best la. Better than GoSports. Hahahaha!

Norman bought a Zoo York Complete for $220. A lot of money eh kids these days? But it's a cool set up. 7.5" though. can't skate skinny decks.

I hate emo haters. I'm gonna stick my salty french fries into their eyes. Give them (me included, I think) a break la!! Walao... I look 'emo' doesn't mean I'm emo right? Naaaabeyyy... I'm quiet and don't talk much and maybe say some things that may sound 'emo' like "Go away, I don't want your attention." but I'm not emo. I think. Still, give them a break la. They're human beings with feelings too, just like you, whatever you see yourself as, bitch. So yeah, if you don't want salty french fries as eyes, don't diss emo dudes and girls. Next time I hear crap about them, you'll be wishing I was slashing my own wrists instead of yours. Oh yeah, I need a new blade for my penknife. It's rusty... sad ah.

(I happen to do that one day when I was bored. Still got the line but it's kinda fading... That sucks. I thought it was cool, the scar.) Maybe that's why I'm labelled as 'emo'. And the salty french fries are really salty. They might kill. Consume with caution. Delicious though. Mmmmm...

I sound like Homer Simpson on that one.

Programing today was a blast as I managed to do everything myself. Which is a damned achievement lor. Even the teacher was proud of me. Only 2 weeks ago, I was the kuku who used the wrong program. See? Improvements!









Though I'm still bloody afraid of you, I would like to thank you. Arigatou Gozaimasu!

darn workshop

I think I hurt myself during workshop class today. Working with metals. I cut my palm and my thumb. They kinda rhyme, I know. It's a coincidence. Bloody hacksaw. Figuratively and literally. Woo!~ My palm hurts. Can't play the guitar for long... That sucks. That really sucks. I can't keep my mind busy. Aaaahhh, that really sucks. Gaaah. It sucks that much.

I need to skate more, kids.

Apart from workshop, school was okay today. Didn't do much.... tutorial was surprisingly easy. Fast game sey.

Yah, that's about it.

Dudes, how many people get this kinda posts?

Precisely.

A whole post.

Dedicated to a person. How many of those do you get in life?

I haven't received any. I think.

So yeah.

I would like to wish Insyirah a Happy 16th Birthday. Yeeeaaa! Wow. Time flies by so fast.

So yeah. Enjoy the year ahead, may you be happy, healthy, sane and not too stressed up. All the good things, man. Yeah. Be happy. Yah. I don't know what else. Always remember to have fun and stay smart.

If you run into any difficulties, feel free to look me up or whatever. I'll be glad to help. And yeah. That's it I guess. Foo!~ Happy birthday, man.

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Insyirah
happy birthday to you
foooo!~

"What is fire?"

Today was... today.

Mas Selamat has finally been captured. I told you he was selling Ramly burgers across the Causeway. Anybody with common sense would have figured that out. He'd fit right in. No need go so far to Indonesia.

"You never anchor your ship, you end up in... Indonesia."

Nothing better to say la my lecturer.

Practical was... kinda dumb as I didn't do anything... Yah. Was talking to John all the way....The Jane dunno why come early. Her classs was supposed to start at 11?

Then it was App Mech lecture. Boredom. Watched 50 rupee sing "Eat it while it's hot" with Nick. Funny like crazy. Learnt new Japanese phrase from Huixian. "Iie douitashimashite." Foo!~ That's quite a mouthful.

Gems was spent making Pacman. On my version of the game, you have to be careful not to run into the walls. Do that and you're dead. And I made my Pacman pink in colour. That's hot.

After that, I got my butt drafted in th SP Skate Club. Say hello, bitches. No other stuff la. Wanna join this, need money, wanna join that, leceh... sad life right? Japanese culture club... like weird lor if I join. KONICHIWA! MOSHI MOSHI!

BST... was best.

"What is fire?"

"Some hot thing la."

"KNN"

That's TKK for you.

"Sell your lanyard on eBay la."

"Nabey"

TKK also. Bastard sia the guy.

We had a short break during class and the TKK go turn on some music. Huixian and me danced in class. Like nothing better to do like that. It was fun though.

Me: They Belomada one... Bastard sia
Huixian: What's belomada?
Me: It's motherfucker in Burmese

JANE WAS STARING AT ME.

I called her belomada all day yesterday. She did not know what it meant until just know.

KENA STRANGLED SIA!

The TKK still can ask the students to watch. Like some drama serial like that. I was being strangled and he was watching. She also took a stapler and tried to stab me with it. Thank god for bags.

Funny shit.

After class, hung out with the 02 folks before heading home. Busy day tomorrow. Huixian, online ley...

"Can't touch this!"

I was early today. Hmmm. Back to being a good boy. First lesson was Applied Mech tutorial. I learnt that if you don't understand something, just copy the format over and over again until you know what to do. You still don't understand why this goes here or that goes there but you'll know how to do it and hopefully get some marks. That was what I did.

Never eat the Mee Rebus at FC2. Nasty...

My mouse is begging to be fed to a cat. It's not responding well to anything. Should buy a new mouse. Stupid mouse....

After the first lesson, there was App Mech tutorial. Moments. Easy stuff. Easy also must ask Huixian to explain how to do. See la. Never pay attention some more, sing Cigaro with Nick some more. "My shit stinks better than yours!!! With the feeling so pure!!!" Lol. Also managed to learn a few Burmese words. Great success! High 5!

Break was spent with ex-classmates. Think talk crap.

MEK was next on the agenda. Best ah! Was joking with Nick and Huixian at the back. We practically laughed off the 2nd half of the lesson. "Yo momma so fat, when she walked past the TV, 2 seasons of Friends have ended." Huixian has got the gripmaster. So cool la the thing. I should get one. Oh yeah, I want a Tech Deck too! Maybe I'll get one this Sunday.

Me: I think they put me on the wrong class. I should be in your class.

Nick: Why?

Me: Your class so fun... I hate my classmates.

Jane: I'm gonna tell them.

Me: I hate my classmates!

Jane: Ida, he hates you people!

Ida: (something I couldn't hear cause I'm already laughing at another "yo momma" joke.)

Huixian: Join our class laa

Me: Cannot leh...How?

Huixian: Just join la.

Me: One day ah. Hopefully.

Before we had Programming, there was a short break.

Watched "Where In The World Is Osama Bin Laden?" with Nick and Huixian.

It's a great documentary. Real funny and educational. Go watch it.

There was a section where they parodied Osama dancing to the "You can't touch this." song. That section got me laughing my butt off. Seriously, it's funny. Can't touch this!

Huixian and me tried learning the steps and were dancing by the end of the break. Good times la. How often do you get to do choreographed moves with your classmate? Ok, I'm not really her classmate. Schoolmate then. "Can't touch this!!!" Hehea.

We also did the "I want nobody but you" dance routine. Lol! Cool la sey! Hahahaha! I wanna change class laaa!!!

Programming without Ah Soon was a little hard. I managed to do 80% of the stuff without help. I'm learning slowly.

Once I was done, Nick who was in the class beside mine,launched into the Osama dance routine. It could be seen as the classrooms were separated only by glass panels. Funny!!!

Printed my notes, waved goodbye to Nick and a gave small foo!~ to Huixian before heading home.

Fun day la. Hehea. DESMOND! TEACH ME THE WHOLE ROUTINE!!!

"SP! SP!"

Sheikh Haykel was in school today rapping about SP.

I went "whatthehell?"

Really.

CCA Fair.... was a bitch. Too many people in the bloody hall. It was so hot, if you placed the HOT DOT somewhere in the hall, it would read, "YOU SHOULD GET OUT OF HERE BECAUSE IT'S HOT."

Really. Hot and stinky. Naturally.

I do not like to be in hot AND stinky places so I ditched the kids and went to the library to read some bloody comics. It's not that I can't bear with it, I just chose not to. I know I'm smart.

I was late for school and only appeared during the second lesson. Dissing teachers at 1 in the morning while mapping out the layout of an engine room is fun. Watched Arse-nal crash out of the Champions' League. Arse-nal.

Let's hope Barca kicks Chelsea's asses later and go on to do what Arse-nal could not.

I actually handed in my assignment on time. Wow.

I wonder what my first lesson is tomorrow. I should ask somebody. Hmmm... App Mech practical, I think. That sucks. I think.

I think I'll ace RWP. No, I will ace RWP.

ME:(small HG foo!~ gesture)

Huixian (on other side of glass panel separating the two classrooms): (small HG foo!~ gesture)

That's hardcore. Lol. Funny like crazy. The fact that we actually did that was kinda crazy la. Like the tak betul la ni 2 nye type. Foo!~ I think that's how we wave. It's cool, man. Unique. Fooo!~ HGP!

"Domo-HadoGei-desu-Foooooo!~" Ogaaaayyy. I'm so gonna start my presentation next week like that. Hehea. Guaranteed chaos. LMAO moment.

Fooooo!~





I know it's getting harder and my time is running out.

"Hi, foooooo!~"

ME: Hi, foo!

Huixian: Hi, foo! I was wondering who was going to say that first.

Ok, that's funny. First thing in the morning sey. ECCT lecture.

Boredom. I did not really pay attention as I knew most of what he was trying to teach. Yea. What I didn't I tried to know. It was difficult though.

I've got a whole row of people sleeping seated in front of me. How's that for motivation? I've also got a cute girl who likes Hard Gay, understands Japanese and wants to play the electric guitar to the right of me. How could I pay attention to the teacher? Venu was on my left. I didn't even bother.

ECCT was spent dooodling on the notes, learning Japanese, getting disturbed by Jane
and talking about guitars. 2 hours well spent.

Mac is the future. Macbook owns iPod but iPhone prolly owns Macbook. Apple owns everybody else. I've always wanted the colourful Apple desktops. Yeah. The old ones when they came up with the coloured monitors. I liked the ads. Wonderful advertising.

Oh yeah. I despise MSN. So slow. I was online and Huixian was also online but we appeared offline on each other's contact lists for a pretty long time before being able to appear online. Sad sia.

Jane has been helping me plan my suicide. Hotels are good. Expensive ones. High floors. Jump sure die ones. I don't have to pay the hotel bill. Sounds good. Cause I'll probably be too dead to pay. Hmmm... Not a bad idea, really.

Soon. I'm afraid of heights though. Uhhur. I don't feel at ease while in the air.

Programming was fun. Got to go home early. Fast game.

Not looking forward to tomorrow. I haven't done my required research and mt MEK notes are still not completed. At least I have shit to do before Arsenal kicks Man Utd's butts later. Hmmmm... Should buy snacks.





It's alright. I'm grateful. Thank you.

Reasons

School was okay I guess. Finally got round to returning the programming CD I borrowed from the school. I guess the clerk there has got the most boring job in the world. Just sit down there till someone comes in. Hopefully. Probably that's why she looks sick and unenergetic and lazy and cam tak nak bangun pergi kerja punya muka nak kena sepak. (Face like don't wanna wale up to go work and wanna kena slapped.)

Reasons. People have been asking me... "Why?"

Well, why do they ask "why?" in the first place?

Maybe they want to know. They must want to know. Maybe they need to know. Maybe they have nothing better to do.

I don't know why, really. Ok, I'm blatantly lying here. I know why. I should know why. I'm going to tell you why.

"Why?"

"Why, what?"

"Why?"

"Why, what?"

"That thing."

"What thing?"

"You know what."

"I don't know what. What?"

"Her..."

"Who?"

"ALA... YOU KNOW WHO..."

"Ooooh... HER? WHY?"

"What why?"

"You the one asking me why..."

"Yah, why?"

"What you want to know?"

"EVERYTHING LA. What happened?"

"How I know you want to know everything?"

"Stop asking questions and give me answers la."

"Okok....Aiyah..."

"What 'aiyah'?"

"Alamak.. you keep asking questions, which one to answer?"

"okok..."

"Okay, let me be honest here. Straightforward. No beating around the bloody bush, no corner baring (Moto GP style corner) one. I just like someone else."

"WHAT? WHO?"

"ALAMAK...ask some more... I tell you already what..."

"Who laa?"

"You don't know one laaa."

"Just tell laaa..."

"Cannot laa."

"Then you tell her laaa."

"Why ah?"

"So she know laaa."

"She want to know ah?"

"Yaaaah."

"I thought you the one who wanna know."

"Yaaa but she also wanna know."

"Why you so kaypoh?"

"I just wanna know ah."

"Alamak, you."

"Go tell her la."

"Later la."

"Now la. Go."

"Alamak.. you mafan ah."

"Your problem what."

"Shut up la. NOW AH?"

"Yaaa..."

"You crazy ah?"

"Noo.."

"Then? Later laaa."

"You must tell."

"I know laaa."

OK, here I am, telling the world why. Like really why. WHY. WHY I'm like this.

WHY?

i should shut up now.

"The guy useless, sleep only."

Went to watch Jangan Tegur today. Was dragged by the family, really. I'd rather wait for the inevitable DVD, honestly.

So yeah. First ever time watching a MALAY horror film in a cinema full of Malays. We're a weird bunch. We laugh during the scary parts. Probably that's why the banshees laugh so much.

I think the movie was... average. Not even scary. The makers played too much L4D. The ghost look like zombies. I think they like the Witch so they made the ghost behave like the Witch. Even the crying part.

I'll only talk about the useless husband of the heroine. I don't want to be a spoiler. Man, is that guy useless. There's a ghost out to kill you. You try to wake your husband up. He continues sleeping. You go out, look for the ghost, scream a bit when you see it, run back to your room, he's still asleep. You try to wake him up again, he's still friggin' asleep. Screwed up la the guy.

Video games rock!

I'm sleepy. yea... Mundane post, I know. More tomorrow. Hopefully. I hope. Liverpool playing Newcastle now. Lost cause. Should let Newcastle win. they have to play for something. Oh wait, my younger just switched the channel. Watching some evil Disney show. Kids these days.

Oh yea... the Pacq... boxer dude knocked out his opponent within 2 rounds. Like what the hell ey? He's small but he stings. Like some bloody chilli padi. Those guys are nasty. So small but.... I don't want to put more than 2 chilli padi-s in my omellette. I downed a whole bottle of ice cream soda. Had to.

Oh yeah.. I like doing how well do you know.... quizes. Bring em on.

And I want to watch Shaolin Soccer again. Anybody with the VCD?

"Wha----at?"

Thursday... BAD DAY. Shouldn't have gone to school. The only good thing from that day was the fact that I managed to program the application on my own. "Make sure it's C# ah!" What sey, cher!

So yeah, when things don't turn out like you want it to be or what it could be due to some petty foolishness of your own, what do you do?

Wake up early the next morning, pack some clothes into some bag and go play soccer. First soccer practice or Aman's team. We need to be more punctual, people! I was very early, I must add. See? Punctuality is only rewarded with a long wait.

Got a little sunburnt today. My face hurt before the match. This on top of a runny nose, is not fun. Ok, soccer.

Didn't really play well today. Was out of position. Right back? Me? Ronaldinho? Gaucho? Aqeel? Lumino Man? Ali? Bastard? Right back? Right BACK? Defender? Me? Stupid or what?

I'm useless in defence. I can't tackle to save my life. Nonetheless, I think I put in an acceptable display. Not the best but still acceptable. I may get skinned but at least I track back and run forward. I also provided the assist for the equaliser. See? Contributions. He's not good there but he still contributes. Need to improve passing and touch. Crossing is a major issue now. Shooting, I'll leave to the strikers.

Content with the dribbling. I passed 3 people when I went on a run from the back. They had to stop me using 2 guys. Which kinda sucks. I was bearing down on goal. At least let me score ah. 2 guys sey. Where got fair?

OTTed Rais. Very pleased about that. It's not everyday you go one up on Rais. Wooo. Happy. Hahaha. Yezza!

Overall, the team needs a lotta work. There's too many people, really. I don't know half the team. We need to work on a lot of things.

I want to play in the reserves.

Ok, happy labour day. I know that was due.





To you: To accept you would be to shortchange you and I really don't want to do that. I know it takes time and I should at least given it a shot but I really don't want to hurt you. I really appreciate it though. You're a lovely person but I just can't and it's my loss. Hope you'll understand... (:()